Today I won't be updating on my 2 boys as I really got no mood to do anything this whole week.
On Tuesday evening, as usual after fetching Jayden from childcare I bring him to my mum house for dinner. After feeding him, its my turn to have my dinner. Just as I am about to have my dinner, my best friend Wanting call me. I still joke with her what lobang she have as she seldom call me. I didn't expect this call is a shock to me. She told me that our best friend, David Tay had pass away! I was so shock & ask her 'You mean David?'. She say 'Yes David Tay'. I was too shock to believe it. After she hang up, I still couldn't believe it and quickly turn on my laptop to log into facebook. I still couldn't believe this is true. My best friend had actually left. After hearing the news, I totally cannot concentrate doing anything at all. My mind was totally blank and just kept crying even at sleep.
The next day when I wake up for work, while on my way to work I can't help and cry again. Whole day at work, I am recalling so hard that when we last met, when we last chat, when we last had a drink????????? The answer is the last time we met was about 1 year plus ago before I was pregnant with Javier and Javier is now 7 month liao. The last time we chat was actually on MSN on 16 Jan 09, Friday. The last time we had a drink, I totally can't remember at all.
After recalling all this, I really feel very bad and really regret why he ask me out and I always reject him. I didn't mean to reject him but at that time Javier was only about 3 months and I worry Louis cant cope handling 2 boys.
My dear friend, though you are gone but you are not forgotten, although we are apart, your memory lives within me, forever in my heart. Hope you will be happier in the other world with no worries. I miss you! Rest in peace!